Too scared…

A poem

I'm too scared to love
Cause hurt is all 
It seems to bring.
I'm too hurt to fall for one
Or feel a thing
Cause hurt is all I feel
I'm numb from pain
Don't even know how to love again it seems
Cause everytime I try to
It comes back just to hurt me
And some times I can't help but feel at fault
For all the hurt
That comes my way.

And though now, I can't seem to help how I feel about you
Or stop myself from fallin' for you
I still can't allow myself to love or be loved by you
Cause deep down, I know
It will all end with a frown and I'll shed a tear or two.

So, I can't allow myself to fall
Cause this is all a mirage I'm sure.
And now I sit afraid, though still waiting for that moment when it all fades away and the only I can feel is pain.....

Tabitha ®
Feeling perhaps 🤭